hmm, three more munths again.. since i last updated. im stuck here tryin to think about a childhood experience that i have learned an important lesson. Can't think of anything so i had been reading my xanga, all these good memories are popping back, i sure wished i started it a long time before, but yea, i think its better for me to resume this, and the more i write the better, cuz looking back gives me a extremely sort of relieving feeling.
Heres the thing these few days, im so freakin depressed and skared. i dunno wut to do, i reelli want to get straight A's but im getting a 86.5 percent in spanish, with only 1-2 more tests then the final i really want to but i dunt think its possible to get an A. She keeps giving multiple choice tests but i hate those tests if its for Spanish because it is so HARD =(. For math im falling from an A, sure right now i still have an A but the last 2 tests i got 78%, if this continues then ill be risking to fall bak down to a B im so afraid because i havnt been doing my hw and hw is a whole test grade. i also had planned to just do wutevers for my math hw but im not sure if its really worth that risk because u turn in ur hw the day of the final, i cant use my grades for the final to act as a part to use to determine how well to have my notebook as. Last of all, the most horrible is my english. OMG writing is so hard i don't kno how to do essays or paragraphs, i just don't kno y and how to improve. Last time i checked i had an 82.something% but thats not including my last quiz and my last essay. My last quiz i didn;t get back yet but obviously maybe b-c. but my essay i got back and OMG I TRIED MY BEST on it, i felt like it was the best thing i had ever written, i get it back... a 72%, wut is this!, omg i am so stressed out. From 8th grade to freshy its like a gigantic leap, english became from okay/easy to hard/KRAZY hard... my best comes out as a 72%... After this there is only my Narrative Essay which is due tomorrow, and then there is my Literary Analysis Essay, both of these are pertaining to To Kill a Mockingbird. 2 more essays, 1 more project, 1 more final/project, extra credit. Essays... probably just make my grade even worse omg and im hoping for high grades for my projects, just hope, and my extra credit to be high, even so, im not even so sure that that would be enuff points to raise all the grades of my writing assignments. And plus these 2 other essays probably will just bring me even more down. I mean after all. my BEST is a 72%, how can other people write so hard. Im not a crappy student either, i actually try and its not fun to try ur hardest just to get bak a c, no not even a C a low C, a C-,
I MUST GET STRAIGHT A's i cant fall now, im not even past freshy yet.. 2 more years, and its gonna get harder and harder, and im falling already? no way.. i MUST hold out for 2 and a half more years!!, omg i hope, i wish.. pleez, sumbudy help meez
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