hmm well deres so much to say and so much has happened...i'll make this post and fill it in later
lets see... in the past 24 hours i...
slept, ate, talked, laughed, cried, went to skool, watched tv, played games, did hw, studied, chatted, cleaned my room, brushed my teeth, took a shower, went to the bathroom, played with cards, hugged my stuffed animal, walked, ran, sneezed, coughed... this goes on forever
=DD oooo nd i forgot to add.. (yurika is the coolest person ever!!)
not much today... went to mike's this mornin... then after that i guess i slept sum in the afternoon. after that went to sam's club to get sum munchies! then tennis lesson den ballin wit allen, petter (<-- spelled correctly), danny, matthew. at FA. after that kame home.. haha nuthin much to talk bouts... hmmm
it's so long i suggest u copy and paste it into microsoft word and make the font bigger cuz the font is pretty small it mite hurt ur eyes to read it cuz its soooo longgg....
omg nuthin kan explain wut i'm feelin rite now... i gues i kind of kno its rong to have done what i did today...o and ur last few msg on aim, it wasnt that i was ignorin u btw, i jes wasnt there..u probably figured that out by now...before i tell u wut exactly happened, let me first get a few things straight...none of this is exaggeration so don't think that i am just thinking about doing some of these things... i really wood have... i cried a lot today... and its more of my problems and my life and my crap and all diz mumble jumble..iun really kare if u want to read this or not..but jes in case u were curious...and also...i havnt and i probably wood never go emo.. so dun't worriz bout that... i probably wood sound like an emo but i certainly wanna live...not that im skared of death either.. fer a fact now...im tryin to develop a new way to look at life...a way that... u cood say...just live it while u kan...disappointments come in life...its natural.. so accept disappointments as a part of life and move on.. deres no freakin way u can get a long without them...wuts more...if something happened that disappointed u... y whine about it if it won't make it better? i mean seriously...if all that whining isn't going to get back what u've lost..or retake the chance that u missed...or gain what u cood have gained... then wuts the point of whining? there is none...now the stuff that happened tonite went a lil far i guess cuz if u think about it the conflict is pretty stupid... but i jes had to see... and also make THEM see...i hope i havnt caught a cold....now heres wut happened... as u were askin me bout the list of ppo...my mom starts arguing with me to stop playing on the computer.. and i told her i wusnt... and then we keep arguing.... and then wut happens? well first of all... my dad recently maybe like couple munths ago told me that everytime im on the computer i have to write times down..like wen i get on and wen i get off.... like a guide so i can actually see the time i spend on the computer... hell i kno myself that i spend waYY to much computer...but anyway.. most of the time i get on i dunt even write the times becuz i usually dunt even remember ><... but the thing is... my mom is one of those ppo who are really narrow minded... and they dunt really want to change their opinions no matter how stupid it gets.... like they think one way and they stick to it...well anyway... danny once said that not a lot of ppo cood out talk me... btw u kno me well enuff by now that i guess (well i hope) that im not those kind of ppo who wood like to brag or nething... but anyway.. the reason i think danny says that isnt becuz i cood REALLY out talk ppo... but i guess i cood use logic really well and see the bigger picture...and the thing is...a lot of times... wen i argue wit my mom... my logic works fine.. and she just cant accept it....like here... she says im playing... i say im not... she dusnt believe me... fine... rite??....but then she argues how i cood be lying rite rite? all normal so far? then my answer wood be sum chit like...well... if u really think about it... if im doing my hw like REALLY doing it and not lying... u arguing with me wood just distract me... if by chance i wasnt and actually WAS playing games.. or wastin time... and u were tryin to cure me of that and tryin to get me off of that...i woodnt listen to u either way....so basically if i was doing my hw i woodnt listen to u... (meaning follow ur directions).... and if i was wasting time i woodnt listen to u anyway..... soooo..... y talk? if either way no result will occur... deres no freakin point in speakin to me... yet she still talks and then we argue...and then wut happens?? my dad comes over rite... and GUESS WUT... he asks to see the "times" and then wut we start fighting...not physically.. he keeps tellin me to close my computer no matter if im in the middle of hw or wut.. he dusnt give a shit... we yellin at each other and everything... hes probably REALLY mad becuz im bein rude to my mom.. but thats okay with me...wut i'm really pissed at is that... y the HECK is he using an excuse such as the timesheet that i dunt write as an excuse to yell at my butt say i dunt respect his ass and also tell me to get off the freakin computer and he dusnt care about my hw and that i dunt have to do my hw nemore and wth... and then after that wen i try to tell him that the time sheet has nuthin to do with my mom tellin me not to play wen im really not playin... he gets more mad.. that the thing.. i told u bout my mom.. now i 'll tell u bout my dad... he has a REALLY short temper...see usually my dad is not like my mom.. u can actually reason with him.. help him see the bigger picture and give him logic.. and he'll get it... but he has a short ass temper.. and wen he is PISSED off.. his logic goes even worse than my mom...he just starts abusin his power as dad....freakin serious... he starts yellin at me.. threatenin my internet sayin that hes gunna cancel it and shiz... but u kno wut... i really didn't care at the time..i FREAKIN didn't kare.. and i told him that... it wusnt bout the internet.. i didn't really kare... i was just so mad that he wood let his anger control him and other stuff... then what... he says hes gunna take away all my internet and then he says that if im gunna be this way.. i dun't have to freakin study no more.. ferget it.. dunt need to study dunt need no education... then he says i can get out... the thing is... many times b4 he also used the timesheet as an excuse for something totally different to punish me.... and he also told me to get out plenty of times b4... just i never do go out cuz its pretty obvious...so i guess he probably thot it wood be the same exact way.. but i had enuff.. i knew he truly in his heart didn't want my ass to go out.. but i did go out... i freakin went out and walked to holly ave the skewl... haha yea...dere mascot is dolphins btw... but neway... i went there... and just ran through more logic in my head... freakin ay...all this happened becuz of wut?? my dad got pissed off so badly... i mean he asked me y i didn't write it.. and then i said i keep 4getting... and then he starrts talkin bout respect.. and tells me to close my computer.. i tell him no... i havnt finished my hw... and then he starts ramblin on again.. then he freakin yells at me sayin its been 10 minutes and 5 minute intervals after thta until like 35 minutes later... that i STILL havnt closed the computer... and then wuts more is after that he got so mad he was tlakin bout cancelin my internet... what a nuthead.. duznt he not realize that the fight isnt over the computer.. over the internet? by this time i truly didn't even care about the computer / internet no more... i freakin seriously.. didn't care at ALL... so anyway at holly .. or on the way... i was thinkin... a mix o thots were goin on actually... i actually wanted to die... but not becuz of a way to escape all this frustration... on my on behalf i wood like to live... i truly do... i wood like to live a lot...the thing is... i wanted to die just so i cood shove it up their face... "look... u killed ur own son out of stupidity and anger, good job.. high five^5"l but i didn't but i figured i'll stay outside for a freakin while... i wuz hopin for late am's to make them worried as fudge.. maybe even fer a day... but i figured that wood be too late cuz then they probably wooda called the police by then...i also started thinkin bout leavin the town and start living my own life... by myself... not braggin again.. but i really think i cood do it... it woodn be that hard... jes need to go bak home and get my FREAKIN cellfone and my stash of munny ._. ...but wut also kame across my mind were my friends ><.. i really didn't want to leave them.. ne of them actually... and i thot bout it and i kried.. sum more...unbelievable huh...it wuz "okay" cold... but then i went to the cafeteria... i was like... dayam i dunt wanna stay awake if im gunna stay away from home for a while... besides... i wasnt that mad nemore.. i jes wanted to make them see.... freakin blindasses... see how important i wuz to them... and that they truly didnt want me out... obviouslly...and i was also a little miffed... cuz i shuda brought my fone... talk to friends to kill time... or atleast chill at someone's house until some time... cuz it was pretty cold... but only "okay" cold cuz i wasnt wearing very little.. but it wasnt a lot either... so i decided to sleep or try to... i knew i wood wake up later in the evenings b4 morning anyway... becuz dats jes the way i am... if deres sumthin undone or needs to be done.. i wood wake up even without an alarm... dats y sumtimes i dunt sleep with an alarm.. and i wake up in time to finish my hw.. amazin huh....anyway... i fell asleep and then i woke up at i didnt relaly kno the time.. but by the time i got bak it was 1:30 so i figured i woke up bout 1:15... am.... it was DAYAM cold.. so i went home....rite wen i wuz in front of my neighbor's house i saw a car comin out of my house.. i knew they were probably goin out to look for me... my dad atleast... so i hid behind the bushes until he left.. then walked round the house thinkin.. cuz u kno... its hard enuff to summon enuff courage jes to face them again.. so i knocked on the door and went inside to find that it was 1:30... and no more yellin.. my dad kame bak.. .but they didn't say sorry either.. but thats okay... i wuz partly rong too... but i didn't say sorry either.. but i wuz still pissed cuz they STILL didn't fuggin see... i mean seriously... they were still tlakin bout the freakin internet and computer.... wen my dad kame bak... i mean get a grip.... so anyway... they let me bak on the computer to finish my hw.. (they didn't close it since i left)...i figured i better type this up while i remeber everything...y0u really didn't have to read all this...i guess its really stupid that i ran away.. but i was sooooo pissed off >< i really wanted to seriously leave town...again... i'm not exaggerating... freakin leave town.. bekum successfull or sumthin.. shove it up their face wen they read the newspaper.. or atleast come bak wen im successful to shove it up their face..still wooda hab to sneak bak... i didn't hab time to get my fone or stash... not even my keys.. which if i got i cooda snuck in sooner or later to get my fone and stash....but then the thot of leavin my friends wuz really bad..so yea.. now u have a bigger picture of who Bryan is... if u really read it.. iun really kare once again if u did or not... this post really is jes here so i can remeber it wen i'm old and stuffies... its ur choice on how u wanna think bout me..And no.. i'm not that krazy.. or emo... watch.. u probably wunt even think anything happened until u kame home after skewl and read this stuff... truthfully...wen i'm in a bad mood... usually i look fine.. and i can also just forget about it and chill at skewl and ppo think nuthin's rong... the only reason that once in a while u see me in a bad mood at skewl literally... is more like cuz i jes want ppo to kno u kno? i guess its pretty bad.. but its my way to let ppo kno im havin a bad day and just dun mess wit me ><, but i really do it on purpose... that stuff i cant do naturally u kno? no matter how bad the day wuz or is... i cood 4get bout it in a second wen im talkin to ppo or i see sumone i kno or sumthin.... i do it on purpose i guess cuz sumtimes wen sumthin bad happens i sorta feel evil... and wanna pass it on... thats y that other day.. i kinda ignored a lot of ppo.. i wuz really feelin evil... but i really didn't hate u guys or nething ><...well this post is huge...y0u DUNT HAVE to read it ._. its ur choice
thx tho.. i feel better wen i talk to u...even if u dunt read it and just type automated responses every 10 seconds. jk jk 
thx many! i feel lotz better..
~bryan
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY YVONNE my fishie!. omg omg omg had soo much fun today. so first of all went to yvonne's housey fer b-day partayy yay!!!. Chucklez, Sonia, Kenneth, Selena, Yurika, Jenny, Neil, Raymond, me, and YVONNE!!!. it was sooo freakin fun... first of all we played this game called life.. its a board game.. well they played and i watched but it was fun NEWAY hahaha... then after that played ddr... omg its kind of addicting.. but i STILL think its a wierd game.. wow i got a lot better tho... hmm they were laffin at me.. i wunder wut i did or wuz doing that was so funny o.0.... then afterwards i played sum ping pong wit kenneth until they dragged us in to watch the charity show THEN we went bak out and played ping pong!!! me and kenneth verses selena and yurika weeeeeeeee we PWNED them muhahaha.. then we played b-ball.. becuz of the conflict of guys vs girls... we split up the teams 3v3v3 cuz chucklez left earlier at 3... so it was me selena and yurika... vs kenneth, sonia and yvonne vs neil, raymond, and jenny (i thnk...) so neil, raymond, and jenny loses to kenneth, yvonne, and sonia... and then we beat everyone yay!... then after THAT we went in... cleaned up... then got the cake ... and then lighted the candles yay!!.. sang happy-b-day!! and then cheered and yvonne made a wish... she then blew the candles out and then we cut and served the cake... after that... WE CREAMED YVONNE MUAHAHAHA SO MUCH CREAM ON HER FACE HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA... then... afterwards.. they creamed yurika! HAHAHAHAHAHaha.. then neil got creamed a lil... lol lOL LOL!. after that... we chilled sum i guess.. and then we watched SAW wow!! so much gory... and once again... the crappiest plot ever... dats y i hate skary movies... not cuz they are skary.. but becuz its so boring.. cuz freakin the stories always SUCK....... then afterwards we opened presents yay!! then we went home... thx yurika for giving me a ride!!!!!!!! huzzah!... then at home.. i ate sum more... then.. chilled.. cuzins came overs...watched sum anime.. wow i got so much hong baos (red envelopes) for CHINESE NEW YEAR YAY wowi got 720 dollars!! WEWT WEWT!!!! ok me tired gunna sleep soon... im outs!! and HAPPY B-DAY FISHIE again!!! hope u like my present!!
~bryan
yea... heres me dancing ._. and them laffin at me ._. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RkkcSzEtAOE
ah... today was fun.. first of all in the morning i ran across the street to skewl and pouya caught up wit me.. i gave him cough drops that he has to give to yurika and den i proceeded to PE weee... ran the mile... omg 7:13.. i wuz tryin to break into the 6 minutes becuz my last time was 7:06 and like these were the only 7's i ever got.. my 3rd fastest.. is 8:08.. isnt that funny? ONE FULL MINUTE HAHAHA.. this wuz cuz i was runnin with eric... behind him atleast... to motivate myself.. it turns out that he ran SLOWER today and got a 6:59 how am i supposed to run behind him... and be in the 6 minutes ranges.... ROAR... then played b-ball... then after that SPANISH final... haha... it was the eziest shiz. then after skewl chilled wit sum peeps and then wen to take the darn DARN dev test.... I HOPE I GOT AN A.... so then after that was around 3... i went wit yvonne an yurika to angie's house and then on to in and out.. then bak and ate at angie's house ... YAY YUM YUM.... so neway... after dat we chilled... den went home... play games... cello lesson... PLAYD MORE games... cant wait to go to yvonne's b-day tomorrow!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
~bryan
V-- once again.. i think u kno who that is ._.
wutever... tuesday was a normal day.. went to library... ditched half of it... chilled wit sum peepo den went meilings then all nighter studying bio and math..
next day... took the bio and math final.. think i failed both. but dats ok.. cuz even failin.. i still get a b.. neway.....after skewl.. went wit anna and carny to go eat and then planned on going to meet for dev project.. but then i wasl ike fug it cuz daisy and meng chu werent there neway and meeting online is just as good... so we met later on that day... but so gay... that meant i cood have went wit yurika n fishie (yvonne) to ze mall... neway.. played compooter wen i got bak... then chilled and watched bleach.. after that i met wit them online... i finished my part earlier but they were so freakin slow i slept at 1.. OMG........... anyway... now today.. went to skewl.. watched LEAGUE OF EXTRAORDINARY MEN in cordero (english honors). omfg she called us up to tell us our grade... she showed me mine.. 866/1000 BOY WAS I FREAKED OUT.. cuz i calculated it.. i had a 895! and + electronic portfolio (which is only added if u have border lines meaning .5 till the next letter grade) which wood make it 900 an A -. omg i'm like o no..... and then she went bak.. .and saw that she didnt add in my resubmits.. boy was i THANKFUL... my resubmits added up to 24 whew!! that made me 890. and im like o noo!! ms cordero.. it was a rumor that u didnt add the 5 pts extra credit that didnt count against our 50 during the last game that i won in.. i knew this b4 and this is y i thot i had 895... so then i asked her.. shes like no i added all of them already... and HOLY I FREAKED OUT!!!... but then she went bak.. and she said.. hmm looks like i didnt add it for u... OMG iunno.. i mean i did hear her say b4 that she didnt add it.. well i heard katie say that she asked ms cordero.. but omg omg omg... and i also did see a 5 pts on extracreditassignment 3.. which i didnt do any of... i did have xtra credit out of no where. but i didnt get to the max of wut i thot i cood get.. which meant the xtracredit out of nowhere counted against my 50.. but i still guess its good cuz i didnt have to do that much xtra credit lol... so anyway.. maybe ms cordero likes me if she duz im happie hahahaahaha. cuz she really did say... i added it to everyone... and she scrolled bak to the letter grade... and bak to the xtra credit... then bak to the grade... then 3 seconds later she scrolls bak.. and says.. looks like i didn't add it for u.. and then she puts 5 more.. and the its 895.. and shes like well.. got ur electronic portfolio ready? and im like yup.. soo happy inside and also screaming mentally and hopefully that minda DID my redirection link on my portfolio correctly.. WHICH WAS correct YAY.. and she saw my portfolio.. not the english one.. but my ahs one.. shes like ew... change ur bakground hahaha.. but then i got my 900!! YAY AN A WEWTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT well.. a - BUT IM SO HAPPYY WEWT WEWT WEWT!!!! now for dev.. gotta ace that final. THen presented in dev and then chilled.. after skewl went wit yurika yvonne chucklez to yvonne's house to study fer dev!. went home and played more games.
~bryan
V--- i think yall kno who posted that.....
sorry dat i'm too lazy to update.. but now i have the time to ..hmm today i had english and dev finals... nd after skool i went to yvonnes house with yvonne and this other REALLy COOL pERson.. nd den we met up with chuckles and "studied" for dev. den i went home and i wasted lOTS and Lotz of time... playing games =( dats all for now =D..
lol took both ap bio and honors algebra 2 finals today.. wow i calculated yesterday how high i needed to score to maintain my b.. wow i cood fail both finals... LOL. English final was gay.. i mean we did get an A and stuff... and best in our class. but i really wanted to get more than 181.. to beat everyone else hahahaha cept sue and jarita's group.. i got a pinky ring yayy.
ok bak to the start.. if i can remember.. munday went to skewl feelin dead.. got notebooks back!! from spanish yay 48/50 then practiced some spanny then after wuz bio.. iun remeber wut happened in bio ... yah.. we went over study guide and also got handouts.. then listened to him lecture...went to PE.. badminton... PWNED everyone.. like always . per 4... watched them present... lunch.. same as always.. per 5 study math.. talk.. dev.. work on proj.. talk... go meilings.. go home.. work ass off..sleep..
work on this later.. got hw
1st and foremost i would like to apologize to everyone because yesterday i was in a really bad mood for reasons i don't wish to foreclose. i'm sorry for seeming to be ignoring everyone... if i did'nt its because you directly addressed me. i didnt say nething to neone unless they actually directly addressed me... ie: hi bryan wudja get on ur bio test...... then i wood've answered, but if u didnt talk to me, i probably didnt talk to u then. SORRY EVERYONE...... it jes really sux..
I'll add more to this post later but fer now i have to go to lily's house for english meeting.. laterz!
well... back from lily's house haha... it was fun.. need to pwn everyone in english project!! haha!... yea....gunna go to the spaghetti dinner at 6:30 for the 7 o' clock show haha. foh sure i gotta finihs STUDYING bio chapter 28 by TONITE ROAR!!!... yea.. lily is so freakin hilarious especially wen she was playin all the people who saw frankenstein and freaked out LOL. and then i was tryin to get rid of all the spyware, adware and the virus... i killed lots of spyware and adware, so not a lot of popups show up no more.. like 1 in 3 hours came up... but i also found the virus... BUT i couldnt killl it .... i FOUND IT but i coodnt kill it... how lame... but her antivirus coodnt either.. which means it sucked hahaha... anyway... type more bout spaghetti dinner later...tl!
ahh spaghetti dinner was fun stuff, went there met up wit danny.. sean was late.. so we got food first and then sat outside to eat.. pasta!!!!! and bread.... and SALAD!!!... AND FRUIT PUNCH wewt!.. and then while we were waiting in line judith came.. she said she was gunna meet frankie at 6:55 but frankie didnt show up and it was 6:56 wen she came LOL. and from our place we cood see the meeting spot and frankie didnt appear.. then sean came and we went inside.. it was really kewl... i mean really REALLY awesome...i luv band... freaking.... if my parents did actually let me join band..... i wooda joined it without thought..... freaking ayy.......its soooo awesome ._. Anyway the competition thing was funn... omg so funny wen most of the group messed up and were all like awwwwww and like 80 percent of them went back and sat down hahahahaha.. and wen it was just 9 ppo left..dere was audrey hannah and shari left... and some other ppo... but dang.. audrey messed up and she was like DAM lol ... and then hannah messed up.. so only shari.. this alto sax captain.. and 2 other ppo who messed up same time hannah did but pretended they were correct until the drum major came and they cringed and left lOL!!.. and then shari messed up ... awwww.... she REPRESENTED SOPHOMORES lol.. last sophomore remaining!!.. omg i was actuallyin expecting dean to do better... man deans good at that stuff too... dayam lol.... well it was fun... then afterwards we came out and saw jazzy and joyce who were in line and then sean went to get his food.. they didnt take his ticket... so he came out.. i took the ticket and got more food for me and danny to share lol.. it was fun.. the came home....
~bryan
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