February 27, 2006
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really iunno... like ever since yesterday.. i've been feelin VERY WELL ._. and that's REALLY weird... but this feeling... i have a feelin that this feelin is gunna last a while... becuz ze cunfusion about stuff.. its still there.. but now its more like sumthin to wunder about.. and not to worriz bout.... and becuz of this "mastery" of my feelings puahaha... i can finally concentrate on my studies... i also now feel like i have enuff strength to ACTUALLY self control and not waste time... (even tho this post makes that comment very ironic cuz im wasting time haha...) well atleast i know i wunt be wasting HOURS of time... yes... HOURS of time wuz wut i've been wastin for the freakin past couple of years... amazing... frum now on... fer surez ima be ADAMANT in my studies!! weeeee... no more DEPRESSION FOH MY ARSE PUAHAHA.. yea sorriz tiffany i didnt kno ._. .. =/ howz bout next time! i'll make it up to y0uz thenz? i mean its not like i wanna hurt other ppoz.. besides i still owe u chuckie cheeses (hoo knoz how i am gunna get that one fulfilled ._.)
I FEEL GOOD!
~bryan
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uhhh..
what?
HOLA. NEHO. AHNYOUNG. OH, DON'T WORRY ABOUT SADIES.
HAHAHAHAAHAAHHA I WANT YOU TO BE MY PERSONAL COMEDIAN. I FEEL LIKE I HAVEN'T LAUGHED IN SUCH A LONG TIMMMEEE. OHHH MMMANNNNN THIS FEELS GOOD. =DDDDDD OH GOSH I THINK I REALLY AM MEAN DEEP DOWN INSIDE. I ONLY FIND PLEASURE THROUGH PEOPLE'S SUFFERINGS.
wow. you dunno how much this post affectz me. that is true. i haven't thot of it that way. but i was gonna not go online for two month straight until AP testing is over ne waiz. thatz my goal. but of course itz alwayz a lot easier if the confusion never existed. which is not gonna happen. well glad that you've been happie these daiz and hope you stay this way cuz depression is not a good feeling...well ttyl. take carez.
:]
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